artie!Arthur Montalvo. I am 25 years old and was born and raised in Southern California. I want to leave this place because I hate the sun as well as the state’s political beliefs. I am not everyday but nothing extraordinay at the same time. I might have a chemical imbalance because sometimes I’m super excited and content but then I can see something insignificant, like a dead bird, and want to kill myself. People consider me funny but I think they are being kind, which is one thing I can say, I am not. I can’t take a compliment and either hush the speaker or leave the area.

I love music yet discovered The Smiths at age 19. I don’t remember much of my life musically until I sought out good music. DSCN2192This blog is for me. It’s important to keep a record of how I see the world and if anybody reads this bile, then thank you but you should know, you’re probably loosing brain cells. Since I turned 25 back in January, I have had a quarter life crisis and instead of buying a sports car [which is ridiculous at any age] I’ve decided to write and attempt to learn the piano. I don’t want to waste away and I’m terrified that I will. I hold my friends very close to me. I don’t have many of them so I make sure to try to let them know how much I love them. Sometimes, I feel like a failure. As though I didn’t try hard enough to let them know. If I do die, I just want them to know that they are the world to me.


One Response to “Arthur”

  1. “The first man who, having fenced in a piece of land, said “This is mine,” and found people naive enough to believe him, that man was the true founder of civil society. From how many crimes, wars, and murders, from how many horrors and misfortunes might not any one have saved mankind, by pulling up the stakes, or filling up the ditch, and crying to his fellows: Beware of listening to this impostor; you are undone if you once forget that the fruits of the earth belong to us all, and the earth itself to nobody.” -Rousseau

    Arthur you continue to inspire me. Just as the light illuminates the dark, so do you illuminate the world in which we live. As we continue to make sense of this madness, let us continue to question what we see, unlearn what we’ve learned, oppose the proud, and above all live our lives the way it makes sense for us (Kevin Smith ref.).

    Much love,

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